Another day

Today is just another day...it's been 5 months, but at times it feels like it was last week. I know it was not my imagination, It was real.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONCY0xnefAE&NR=1

My desires

Some days I,
Want to fill a void
Want to stop
Want to run
Others I just "want"

Birthday

This has been a sucky birthday, I had an exam today and everyone seems to be busy doing their own thing. I can't expect for the world to stop, just because it's my birthday. I'll rent a movie tonight. All I wanted was some cake. :'(

Escape

These past couple of weeks have been overwhelming for me. Last week I had two exams, for which I needed to prepare for. This week it's the same story in addition to everyday life. The problem is that stressing does not help, if anything it only adds to my situation. Not only dose it prevent me from fully concentrating, but I feel that it dose not allow me to retain information to my full capacity. I've come to the conclusion that this is something that we all experience every now and then. I can't really come up with a straight solution. Therefore the question is, what can I do to escape from myself? I need to let my brain to rest...Is that even possible?!?