My loving boyfriend and I went to Monterey for the weekend to celebrate our one year anniversary. We had a fabulous time, hot chocolate, aquarium, clam chowder, walks, ocean view. I'm not very good with words, so at times I wonder, if he knows how much I appreciate the things that he does for me. I want to make him happy, I strive to be more of what he would like his girlfriend to be. He deserves for me to only be the best that I can be, for him, for myself, for us! I feel that at times telling him that I love him is not enough....if I only knew how to show or say it; If only he could feel what I feel he would know it (joy when I see him, his voice in my head telling me that he loves me, the butterflies of excitement)! I love him with all my heart, even when I don't know how to show it. For him I have done what I never had, because we love each other. <3
